BUsy Busy Busy...
Been one month in JB....busy with work...bored with life...not going anywhere....work and stay home.....haiz...busy busy busy...just work work work....no life.....
Been one month in JB....busy with work...bored with life...not going anywhere....work and stay home.....haiz...busy busy busy...just work work work....no life.....
一个月的辛苦。。一个月的努力。。一个月的BLOG。。今天就结束了。。。昨天的她。。很努力的离开了她的男朋友。。选择了一个新的男朋友。。可是不是我。。。可笑吧。。。看戏看得多。。也不相信会发生在我身上。。我帮她离开了她的男朋友。。又帮她和另一个男孩子在一起。。。这种感觉。。从来都没有过。。看到她和那个男孩子在一起。。。我还笑笑对她们。。可是我的心里。。是在流着泪的。。。天真的开了我一个很大的玩笑。。我把最好的全都给了她。。。希望他是真的会幸福。。。会快乐。。。爱情不是你付出多少。。你就会得到多少。。。如果是真心付出。。。那就已经足够了。。。他不知道没关系。。。今天我很明白我会失去她。。。我会没有了她。。。我祝她快乐。。。幸福。。。再见了。。。
Think back the time when i am young....21-25...being so strong and being so smart in the field....that time none can hurt me and none can put me into a situation like how i feel this few weeks....really wish i get back into that...but this time...i will make it abit different...make it something for my ownself...i wish to be someone being love and like by someone....rather then i go love and like someone.....haha....to be that...i need to work hard and make myself different...in many ways....hope my friends will help me...guide me...and make me different....hehe....i agree with boys dont cry...but remember...guys will only cry when they are really over flow with emotion....when boys cry...it means they are really changing themself to something different....if a girl can make a guy cry...thats mean u are lucky...cause that guy is really care about u....appreciate and took it positively....LOL....but dont cry for nothing la...haha....CHEERS!!!
有很多天都没见到她了。。。你问我会想念她吗？？当然会啦。。。还很想念呢。。哈哈。。。看来他很开心。。。天天陪在他的朋友身边。。。还有晚上回家后陪男朋友。。。也替她开心呢。。。要好好照顾自己哦。。。我？？还好吧。。。慢慢的在“站”起来咯。。。想想想。。。。很想她呢。。。呵呵。。。
hhmm.....forgetting forgetting forgetting.....even i still miss her sometimes....but is not the feeling b4 de....i hope this will continue...and i will be out from the jungle de....yeah yeah yeah.....let her go ba!
i am quite stable today....as i never really think of her that often anymore....maybe i already accept it de....since she found her new love....why not let her go??haha...at least i done my best....at least i do what ever i have to do....at least she happy now....she feel she happy...she feel she found her love 1...let her b...haha...anyway...she is young...she can play...i am not...i want my future...so....work work work...play play play....sodes ne~~~
HOliday...Deepavali...but i am so bored...i guess i have to change myself...use to have a wonderful 4 months before due to someone....now i need tto change....i hope...really hope there is a better tomorrow for myself....thing cant force....force thing wont be good...if she wana be like that...and choose to be like that...i wish her all the best...i do miss her...but only i will know...cause i scared to call or now...even scared to sms...cause i will never get a reply anymore....hehe...thats life....
i hope times really pass fast and let me get over this fast...cant concerntrate on myself....really lost in the jungle....LOL.....how to come out from the jungle??compass lo....who wana give me compass???pls give me a compass to help me.....
Been 16 days after my 1st blog....here is the place i always put down my feel when i got no 1 to chat or talk too...anyway...things change from worst to bad....and is getting better even my feeling still very unstable....do miss her alot....but i know she is so happy lately....actually is good for her...and i do feel happy for her....for myself...i just need to stand up and look ahead....i know i need to do that....hhmm....hope i can make it....people says are rite...times will prove everything....i hope time will cure me...hope to have a new new life ahead for me....let go off the pass...looking for a better tomorrow....Danny...cheer up! Gambateh Kudasai!
第二天了。。。没有她的消息。。。看来这两天的她很开心吧。。。我也很想分享她的快乐。。。我从来都没有分享过她的快乐。。。。看到她快乐。。。我很开心。。。也有一点点心酸。。。因为我知道能让她那么开心的不是我。。。我能别再想她吗？？我能放下她吗？？i just can try...miss her much....我不敢打给他。。。